Finally! Fanstasic news today, my father has sold the house!! Which meeeeans..$50,000! Which also means...A CAR!! At least that's what I was told. I've always wanted to drive. Ugh fuck, I better not get my hopes up too high

Everytime I go out to buy new jeans or pants it's always too long at the bottom, even when I try the ones that say short. I feel small..I have to cut the bottoms and fix it, I cant just throw them on. But whatever.

My mom gave me her kohl's card and told me there was like $500 on it. I'm not really a big fan of Kohl's but, a card with $500 on it? Come on man, why would I not use that? And to my surprise they had some pretty good stuff there the shirts were nice but not worth the price...*cough* shoplift *cough* it was shit like $36 for a little tank top. Kind of pricey for me. I admit..everytime I end up at Kohl's I always end up not wanting to pay for something and so I just take it. And I'm sure as hell I'm not the only one who does that cause alot of times I can hear other people taking off the tags on clothes and giggling in the other dressing rooms. So with that, I don't feel as bad. I remember when I was little, I was really religious. I would always be talking to god inside my head and being afraid of doing anything wrong because I believed that I would burn in hell for it.